today...

It's been a rough afternoon. I found out one of my uncles has a rare form of stomach cancer. They are doing some aggressive chemo but aren't sure if it will do any good. The worst part of it was that my family knew a MONTH ago about it but chose not to tell me. I'm not terribly close to him, but I would have still like to have known about it. Due to my recent seizures they seem to think I can't "handle" finding out about his cancer. I think that's ridiculous!! It makes me mad because I'm not a kid anymore. I can handle knowing someone in my family is sick. I already feel like a kid again. I can't go anywhere alone since I can't drive, can't shower at home alone (had a seizure in the shower the other day, woke up almost drowning, Russell hadn't heard me fall), can't cook, can't clearn, etc. Now I can't handle knowing someone is sick?? So, I'm not happy about it. So, just for everyone's information, I'm not a freaking child!!!!!